The things you'll do following a breakup

1. Try to determine if it was an actual "break up" or just a "situation." Could've even been just a "thing."

2. Establish a timeline. Break those interactions up into blocks of ACTIONS that could have inspired REACTIONS. We are gonna MAKE SENSE of this nebulous bullshit if it KILLS US.

3. Get opinions. Spew theories. Overthink everything from his instagram likes to his dumb outfit choices.

4. Blame yourself. Before you get angry you'll probably reevaluate everything you said/wore/thought/non-verbally expressed like 3 months ago.

Emotions come in waves, in inexplicable jolts. You'll want him to experience the same things you do. You'll want your sad to seep into his Friday nights but the fact is, babycakes, we just aren't made of the same material. 

Resolution is a myth. You've got to keep growing and somehow simultaneously drag and shed those weeds that are right on your heels.